What a joke this health care program that the government put through.
All it turned out to be is regulating the Health Insurance companies from screwing the public.
It does not help us who have no insurance or can not afford insurance. I presently have some on going infection in my body that the doctor does not know what is causing it and I can not afford to go to a specialist that can figure out whats going on. Instead my doctor has me taking antibiotics for infection to keep me from being sick and exhausted from the infection.
The closest thing we can figure out it has something to do with my urinary track or kidneys. SO I am fucked to the day I die from it.
That could explain why I am so negative about my life and life in general.
Of course I do have reason to be pissed off with the shit that happens in my life I have no control over, like a asshole man who cheats and abuses me, ex-son-in-law who abused my grandchildren. Then he threatens my grandson if he tells he will beat him with a bat and bury in a field.
Ex Husband that tells me I am crazy for thinking he is cheating or that there is nothing wrong with his son who is doing drugs, steals money from us and drops out of school after being charged with pulling a gun on a car that drove by him. That was just one month of crap. Ex said that is normal behavior for teen boys. WHAT. My sons never did that kind of crap.
By the way ex married the woman that I was crazy for thinking he was cheating.
Guess I will try and do something positive today. Regardless of everything I have been through I always think my glass is half full. But I am beginning to think my glass might have a crack in the bottom of it.
All it turned out to be is regulating the Health Insurance companies from screwing the public.
It does not help us who have no insurance or can not afford insurance. I presently have some on going infection in my body that the doctor does not know what is causing it and I can not afford to go to a specialist that can figure out whats going on. Instead my doctor has me taking antibiotics for infection to keep me from being sick and exhausted from the infection.
The closest thing we can figure out it has something to do with my urinary track or kidneys. SO I am fucked to the day I die from it.
That could explain why I am so negative about my life and life in general.
Of course I do have reason to be pissed off with the shit that happens in my life I have no control over, like a asshole man who cheats and abuses me, ex-son-in-law who abused my grandchildren. Then he threatens my grandson if he tells he will beat him with a bat and bury in a field.
Ex Husband that tells me I am crazy for thinking he is cheating or that there is nothing wrong with his son who is doing drugs, steals money from us and drops out of school after being charged with pulling a gun on a car that drove by him. That was just one month of crap. Ex said that is normal behavior for teen boys. WHAT. My sons never did that kind of crap.
By the way ex married the woman that I was crazy for thinking he was cheating.
Guess I will try and do something positive today. Regardless of everything I have been through I always think my glass is half full. But I am beginning to think my glass might have a crack in the bottom of it.
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