Waking with tears, fibromyalgia my dependable friend.

I woke up in pain all over my body this morning and my heart from being disrespected from my grandchild. I feel too deep emotionally, don't know why.
So many others in this world have suffered so much more than I.
Did get a painting done yesterday, will finish at least one of the paintings today.

As the morning goes by the pain in my body eases up, but the pain in my heart stays.  I wish I was less emotional and less caring what others want or need.

Why can't I be a cold hearted and a bitch like so many others I know. Selfishness has never been in my vocabulary. After telling someone many times what I needed or wanted then I may go for it.

Life is just getting so hard for so many on this earth. Not enough time, money, or love.