After leaving the hospital, my sister Gerry insisted that I come live with them. When I left the hospital I had a horrible backache and they kept telling me it was just from having the baby.
I know it was from the anesthesiologist putting the needle in my spine when the babies head was crowning. Who was going to listen to a 15-year-old? They did not.
November was my nephews birthday so Gerry always took her kids to a high-end restaurant for their birthday. We had a real good time for his 14th birthday. The next week was my 16th birthday. I was hoping and expecting that we would go some place nice for my birthday since it was my 16th.
Gerry cooked dinner and we had a birthday cake at the house. I don't remember getting a gift or card, but I was so disappointed. No guest, family, friends, nothing special, just like me nothing special.
There was never a magic pill or manual written to raise children successfully. Parents do the best they can with what they know, some are successful, others fail miserably and then there are some parents no matter what they did the child was who they are. In my case my parents would not have been my choice.
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