Direction

Brought my sister home from the hospital yesterday and got her all set up in her apartment. Most of the day I stared into nothingness. William has me helpless in my thoughts and actions. I had been making progress in a positive direction when it started all over again.

My writing even suffers from the deadness I feel in my heart and mind. I just want to breath again, live again, see again, do again.....

Did not sleep well last night. Had all the lights on outside the house. Yesterday I told William after his 4Th call and driving by the house to go kill himself so he would leave me alone. Have not heard or seen him since.

Really tiered today and having head aches and nose bleeds. Its 11:30 am and I really need some sleep.

This is all of the energy I have for typing today.
Happy Easter.