Keep believing in yourself

It is so hard to be positive in a world of chaos.
Despite the mentally challenged relatives most of the time I keep my temper but when the buttons are pushed too many times I do lose it on occasion. Now that upsets me because when that happens now they are controlling me.

I try very hard not to loose it with my sister because she is emotionally challenged and just plan LAZY.
She spends $174 on food for dinner with her food stamps then complains she has no food in her apartment.
Mind you she has an eating disorder she weights 450 pounds. She has enough food in her apartment to feed a family of four for a month. So I give her $200, she is on a fixed income and can not afford to spend that kind of money Now I am the bad guy.