I am so friggin depressed and unmotivated. Hate it, hate it, hate it.
It has to do with Fibromyalgia. I will finish some writing and painting today. Hell bent to be productive today since I have not been in days.
Christmas village I have been painting on for years is going to be done this weekend. PERIOD
When I titled this "haywire starting again" is referring to my (I cannot think of the word) (delay, delay, delay).
PROCRASTINATION, omg finally came to me.
I have brain fog from #fibromyalgia, it does make it hard to write. Other days when I don't have fibro-fog I can write many pages.
While I had been trying to write this post the pain, nausea, depression was taking over. I stopped for a while and smoked some medical marijuana. Now the pain is gone, the nausea is almost gone, brain fog is gone, and I am no longer depressed. Does it surprise anyone that marijuana is nature's way of medicine?
When dogs are sick they eat grass to throw up. Well, I smoked pot to stop the pain. And it worked.
I have been trying the pharmaceutical way for a few months now and I have been downright miserable for months.
I am going back to medical marijuana so I can have a life.
Done with this post maybe I can write on my book today also.
It has to do with Fibromyalgia. I will finish some writing and painting today. Hell bent to be productive today since I have not been in days.
Christmas village I have been painting on for years is going to be done this weekend. PERIOD
When I titled this "haywire starting again" is referring to my (I cannot think of the word) (delay, delay, delay).
PROCRASTINATION, omg finally came to me.
I have brain fog from #fibromyalgia, it does make it hard to write. Other days when I don't have fibro-fog I can write many pages.
While I had been trying to write this post the pain, nausea, depression was taking over. I stopped for a while and smoked some medical marijuana. Now the pain is gone, the nausea is almost gone, brain fog is gone, and I am no longer depressed. Does it surprise anyone that marijuana is nature's way of medicine?
When dogs are sick they eat grass to throw up. Well, I smoked pot to stop the pain. And it worked.
I have been trying the pharmaceutical way for a few months now and I have been downright miserable for months.
I am going back to medical marijuana so I can have a life.
Done with this post maybe I can write on my book today also.
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