I am outside of myself right now. My daughter is fighting for her life and I can not get to her, so I can be with her. So I am Meditating with visualization of holding her in my arms. I can feel her warmth and softness with her head on my shoulder with her long blond hair hanging down her back.
Yesterday Morning she called me from the hospital in Sandusky Ohio. She had been losing a lot of blood and passed out. So I told her I loved her and would call her later that day. I did but could not get hold of her, phone would just keeping ringing. So I looked up the hospitals main number on the Internet. She had been transferred to the CCU after she received 2 pints of blood, then 2 more. She is steadily losing blood.
They air lifted her out of the Sandusky hospital to the University Hospital in Cleveland, Ohio last night. She is in critical condition but her blood pressure stop dropping, it's stable. Her heart is racing which the resident Doctor who called this morning said she is in shock from the loss of so much blood, they keep giving her more. She is not out of the woods yet but I can call anytime to check on her they said. I might be able to talk with her soon. She is in a lot of pain.
This morning they are putting an air passage tube in her throat so she can breath while they scope her intestines to find out where she is bleeding from. Then she could be going into surgery to repair what they find out what is wrong.
She had gone to Ohio to work because she couldn't get a decent job in Michigan. Now she is hundreds of miles away and all I have is $25 in my checking account, $39 in my savings account and maxed out credit cards. My van is 16 years old and I am not sure it will make it to Cleveland from here.
I don't want any one to feel sorry for me because I am doing better then a lot of other people in this country. I still have my house for now. But if it had not been for the recession she would not be in Ohio and I would have had the money to go to where ever she would be. In the past I have always been able to get to her when she needed me.
We are losing so much more then material things from the recession. Families are being torn a part because the economy is so bad. People are moving to other places to survive and we can not afford to visit each other. Thank God for phones and the Internet.
Yesterday Morning she called me from the hospital in Sandusky Ohio. She had been losing a lot of blood and passed out. So I told her I loved her and would call her later that day. I did but could not get hold of her, phone would just keeping ringing. So I looked up the hospitals main number on the Internet. She had been transferred to the CCU after she received 2 pints of blood, then 2 more. She is steadily losing blood.
They air lifted her out of the Sandusky hospital to the University Hospital in Cleveland, Ohio last night. She is in critical condition but her blood pressure stop dropping, it's stable. Her heart is racing which the resident Doctor who called this morning said she is in shock from the loss of so much blood, they keep giving her more. She is not out of the woods yet but I can call anytime to check on her they said. I might be able to talk with her soon. She is in a lot of pain.
This morning they are putting an air passage tube in her throat so she can breath while they scope her intestines to find out where she is bleeding from. Then she could be going into surgery to repair what they find out what is wrong.
She had gone to Ohio to work because she couldn't get a decent job in Michigan. Now she is hundreds of miles away and all I have is $25 in my checking account, $39 in my savings account and maxed out credit cards. My van is 16 years old and I am not sure it will make it to Cleveland from here.
I don't want any one to feel sorry for me because I am doing better then a lot of other people in this country. I still have my house for now. But if it had not been for the recession she would not be in Ohio and I would have had the money to go to where ever she would be. In the past I have always been able to get to her when she needed me.
We are losing so much more then material things from the recession. Families are being torn a part because the economy is so bad. People are moving to other places to survive and we can not afford to visit each other. Thank God for phones and the Internet.
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