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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I F**K up royally

He begged and begged day after day and I let him come back.  What the Hell is wrong with me?  I knew it was not going to be better and I knew he had not changed. But I let him talk me into letting him come back to my home.  It has been a freaking zoo with him back in my life and not a happy zoo either.

I am truly embarrassed that I have so little respect for myself to allow anyone to talk me into anything that is not good for me.

Loneliness is detrimental for people. The human race will do almost anything and put up with just about anything to not be alone.

With the economy being the way it is today many people are resorting to illegal activities or living in crowded conditions.  The more we work the less we have because of the corporations (Gasoline), banks, insurance, medical are raising the prices to the point you can not afford to use the service or you have to take from one area to pay for another area and continually fall behind to the point of failure. Or we resort to allowing people in our life that is not good for us.

The federal government gives financially and tries to protect the consumer by changing laws and the state government takes benefits away and raises taxes on services and goods that we have to have.  Insurance companies are screwing us every chance they get regardless of the out come which includes death.

It has become useless for the average person to work. All we do with are pay checks is to pay for the rich to get richer.  When is it going to be beneficial for a person to work other then paying through the nose so the powerful can become more powerful.

The cost of living has gotten so high that our pay is not covering what it actually cost to survive, you notice I did not say live, so in reality if things do not change soon no-one will be able to pay for anything.  Jobs are a joke, the pay is so low know one can live on the pay. And the product we produce goes unsold because there is no money left over from surviving.

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