AdsbyGoogle

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Just need to be free

Do you ever have thous days when you want to run and don't care where it is you are running to?

I am so sick of living the life I have been dealt.  Even thou I try and try to make it better there is always that one person has to rain on my parade.

At this time I am trying to learn to except that what my life is like is the best it is going to be and to quit wanting more then I have and to be thankful for what I have.

Why  is it that we always want more then what we have or want something different than what we have?

Each and every one of us have just so many days on earth to live and what we do with those days makes what we are.  We can be productive in different ways.  Some people save others and others take as much as they can and blame others for their under achievements.

I was told today that I am a selfish person by someone who I put a roof over their head, food in their mouth, give them a warm bed to sleep in and have sex with them even when I do not want too.  So I asked him what is it that I am being selfish about? Answer was if you  don't know I am not going to tell you. Huh....

No comments:

Featured Post

Inside my head the past natters away

I am inflicted with PTSD because of the abuse I have endured from family and men in my life. I look back now and realize the abuse I went t...